RIRIKA

It's "look into the partner's eyes."

One simple reason, though, is that I enjoy looking into a masochist's frightened, crying, excited eyes! Looking in the eyes is the basis of communication, and I feel that there is a lot of information in the eyes. I feel that there are moments when I can communicate what I really want to say, or what feelings you want to convey even if you can't say it out loud, through your eyes. Is it my ego? lol

Well, but my elementary school teacher told me to look people in the eye when talking to them! During the session, I look into your eyes with a feeling of, "Courage to come and jump into the world I rule, and go crazy in peace."

Sometimes I want to be intentionally mean to you because it's so cute to see the masochist cry out for me to stay.

Come on, stare at me. Let's go crazy together! ing

The first thing that came to mind was "The Tattooer" by Junichiro Tanizaki.

Ever since I was a little girl, I loved reading novels about sexual desire and the body. Among them, the way Tanizaki gave me an approach to sexuality had a great influence on me.

The way a naive girl becomes a sadist and then a woman at the hands of a true masochist tattoer in "The Tattooer" is something that resonates with me, as I am about to start my SM life.

Tanizaki's books, in which he consistently worshipped women as gods throughout his life and expressed his masochistic desires, made me realize and nurtured my own deep-seated perversity.

He was the first masochistic teacher I ever met in my life. LOL

My ideal dungeon would be a "classroom"....

This is a certain girls' school in Tokyo. The rules in the school are strict, and the teachers who usually stand on the stage are feared by the students.

However, in this school, there is a secret classroom known only to a limited number of people.

That is my ideal dungeon. There, teachers, who are usually feared as cold-hearted, receive instruction. A very, very terrible instruction that can hurt both mind and body. And their master is their students! Yes, it is me. I, who am usually a quiet student in your class, am giving a very strict instruction to you, who are usually a cold-hearted teacher.

You are in a suit and lick my leather shoes. The rod of instruction is a riding whip, and there is no seat. That's where you'll be hung. I wonder what kind of punishment you will get if you forget the assignments....

A single tail whip with the suit stripped off? Or will you be forced to give up your ass to be degraded? I like the sense of immorality and secrecy. I am looking for someone who enjoys this kind of situation play!

Hard play for me. That is a bit of a difficult question.

I would like to use a whip as an example.

One of you can take a single-tail whip with ease, and another one is frightened of even a cat-o-nine tails.

At first glance, the "hard level" is higher for the one who can take a single-tail whip with ease. However, the psychological "hard level" of another one who is frightened of even the cat-o-nine tails is probably higher than the one who can take the same whip.

For the one can take a single whip with ease, I would like to play a game that goes beyond the pain, and for another one who is frightened of the cat-o-nine tails, I would like to play a game that brings him/her to a line a little higher than "I am frightened, but I can do it."

I am sure that the level of hardness depends on the person. However, I don't think that simply doing something that the other person doesn't want to do can ever be called "hard.

I think that what can be exciting for you and me, and that we can overcome one hurdle or another, is what hard play means to me.

Songs I listen to before the session.

"Call Me Cruella," the end song from the movie Cruella.

https://youtu.be/ot3HWiBTd3A

I've stubbornly refused to watch a certain Mr. Mouse movie my whole life because I didn't like the happy ending of brain death. (That's twisted, isn't it? LOL)

My classmate forced me to watch this movie at a pizza party. I was quickly drawn in by the beauty that Cruella radiated the moment she took on evil, not to mention the glamour of the images, artwork, and costumes.

I wish I could have a session in the world of evil, too, while controlling beauty. Walking around Shinjuku while listening to this song, it's as if a bad girl's switch is flipped and my stride increased.

I would like to go to Japan in the Edo period! When I was in high school, I visited the so-called 'torture museum' in Ochanomizu, where I was very impressed by the torture 'Ishi Daki Zeme" which was practised in the Edo period.

It is a simple torture in which a person is made to sit upright on a triangular piece of wood and a stone weighing about 50 kg is placed on each knee. (It is so well known that I probably don't need to explain it to you.)

It's not very flashy, but it must have been lovely to see the gradual mental and physical pain, and the despair at the increasing number of rocks on their knees...

I would have loved to have been a torturer back then and watch it.

I have not been exposed to many manga (especially underground ones!), I read this work with a sense of excitement at the extreme expressions. I am not good at that kind of expression even though I do painful things...! LOL

Although it was not a scene in the main story, I sympathized with the old man the most.

He is the facilitator of the story, but I sympathized with his attempt to control not only Ichi, but also his friends, all the groups, and Shinjuku itself.

He said, "Controlling people doesn't work like a chess piece."

I understand that, but there are moments when I too sincerely desire to dominate. Especially in BDSM.

Kakihara says that it is the essence of domination: "I don't have any fun, so I'm just happy to let the other guys do fun things." I feel that there is an essential part of this, but I also feel that it is somehow different.

After all, like the old man, even after these words I am still interested in domination and control and beyond. I can't stop being excited about the world created in my hands, no matter how evil it may be. That's why I love BDSM.

I want to continue to dominate the world, just like the old man continued to dominate in the epilogue.